Last week I had a cold and felt miserable, this week my health is better but I am depressed. I guess that's why I haven't been blogging. Every time I start to write I end up crying. I go from feeling sad, to feeling angry and I try to shut those feelings out and then feel nothing at all.
The days seem so monotonous, I feel so trapped.
A few weeks ago I strained a muscle in my abdomen while vacuuming, it was stiff and sore for almost 2 weeks. I hate feeling like an invalid.
When I got depressed when I lived in NY, I used to wish I could just opened the door and run, but there were too many people and cars to get very far.
Now I live across the road from an orange grove, a person could run through there all day without any hindrance.
I have been busy for the last month, doing some housecleaning and planning my youngest daughter's Sweet Sixteen party.
Here's a picture of my daughter's best friend, the birthday girl, and my older daughter.
Many Blogstream members are there
already! Quotes from members: "It's like blog lite!" -- "I like the instant
gratification!" -- "Stop spectating, get in the game!"
If you have not joined in, you are really missing out!
